aka what is javascript (I will find out if I go to college)

this is where i remember not being able to remember

i have lived disconnected from the dreams i have always had
now i am awake and not able to breath in the ulimate excecpt is scant glances taken from passing windows

-blossoms on wet pavement, illuminated by street lights
-deep beauty, poetry

now i know what i never wanted to
isn't that always the way life turns it around.

here i am remember what i never wanted to be able to have known and no longer know.
this beautiful life must be hell.

One more post to make an even number.